aoikokoro

Hi everyone who reads me... If someone does.

I know i have been absent from this blog a long time again, but i still want to write a few lines about my days.

I believe daily-life is a way to find peace and happines, all of us will have lots of trouble, but at the same time we have chances to find solutions, the recipe for this mix love, tolerance and intelligence, give a try and you wont be able to regret your choices.

Today i was wishing to tell the world a simple thing, I AM HAPPY, i have my routine, my problems, my goals, my work, but i hace more than enough reasons to love who i am.

I live for my daughther, my wife, the rest of my family, my friends and always for myself.

PLUS

At this time I have the chance... Almost 100% sure, that i will become the "leader" of a kind of club made by people like me who likes games and animation, i didn't expected that... but it seems i have grow in some of my weakness.

So.. BE HAPPY, ENJOY AND HAVE A NICE DAY.

There´s a day in everyones live when they realize that their future is actually the present, that kind of situation is just the meaning of our true-self, the reason to be here...

Today i´m still a young boy, who loves a woman, who loves to love; I´m my past, my present and my future. And I pray for everything to be allright, to be better, to be ok with us, with god, with you and of course with my son or daughter.

I´ll be a father in some months, and maybe I can´t see the whole responsability about this. But I´m so sure of something, LOVE is giving a baby... so LOVE is what i can give to my future child, since yesterday... since my birth, because as I said, is the reason of my life as well as my family.

Yunu, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY YOUNG WIFE!!!

Son... Stay strong, your time is waiting for you, yor choices, sorrow and happines... But in the top there´s always be love, from your parents, from yourself.

And to everyone reading!!!! ENJOY, AND HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sincerely: Aoikokoro/Rubén Saldaña Alvarado.

It has been a long time away from this site, and to be pretty honest I don't have a lot of interest updating this page regularly, but i saw this place so lonely than i decided to bring a little life again... Not meaning that my deviant was famous, jejeje

Those days are like the top of my yet short live, but i have no plans to stay this way forever, i am counting with what i have to built a future for the people loved by me, a future based in facts, and i will be helpful, or at least am going to do my best.

2008 is a year of proud, marked cause feeding of past choices and accidents, and gorgeous, is my happiest year!!! And is just the beginning of the stairs!!!

Maybe you can notice am writing just anything, but i didn't wanted to put much sense here, is just that my fingers began to write, and i don't know exactly what they pretend to print.

Thinking on my I always think on Yunuen, cause she is my reason, my love, my girl. And I am sure am here because of her, writing, with a strong self stem, built by love between us.

Thanks Yunu, your are my inspiration even when i write nonsense journals like this, equal when I write poems an letters, or anything, cause am always thinking on you

I LOVE YOU

Some time ago I was crying for the way that my life was going, but i have learned that everything changes extremely fast, and without advice. Now I'm jumping for happiness, thinking on me even as a "lucky" guy.

I know, thats weird, specially if you know, but I need to be honest, I feel great, greater than expected. One more time love fills me, love starts my inner engine!!!

Returning to my works I need to say that i am blocked, but i will continue with everything, just lend me time to put my mind and life in the correct order.

I Don't have anything more to say today, I just need to express and write the sentence that defines my life and my sake for everything.

I LOVE YUNUEN

This is my daily life, extremely different to what i was expecting when i was a a little boy... But at some point is cooler and fine. This is the that i have built for the last 4 years of  my life, and i am sure is what i want to do the rest of my days.

I am here, listening Naruto and Green Day Simpsons songs, next to Diana and Gaby, new friends who share with me some of the passion for technology and something more, but at the same time i am completely alone with just my brain and blog, with my computer and finger, here, trying to write something interesting but nothing, nothing as plane as a loli, nothing as cool as hell, as meaningful as Gos, as complicated as the live.

I dont know really what I am doing, but i wish I knew it, to be precise and practical for the world... Then I think and my inner me laugh at me, but the exterior being says that I am lazy and a bit hypocritical...

I would be studying about my major right now, but I need my tine, without knowing why!!!  

Sad or happy? I dont know, free or slave neither can i make a chose....

Working... Sorry, writing on the clouds, on the morning clouds is what I am doing, traveling forever without place to go, without a sake for life... But knowing that there is life, there must be the reason...

Bye, bye!!!

Enjoy and have a nice day!!!